JPG Magazine: MsB

Friday, December 28, 2007

I just want to snap out of it


But the "its" are avalanching down. My friend got cancer for Christmas. Not fair. She has a son and a grandson to raise. And her brother is oh so ill now. One of my best friends. So now I have necklaces to make as he requested one.

And I must knit myself a hat. It's just so cold here to me. I hate cold ears. My kid friends got me a hat and scarf for Christmas, thinking it would help. But they are polyester. Makes my teeth chatter just thinking about it.

But I won't go on here with my tales of woe. but I must add that my Doctor, after looking at my back x-rays thinks sky diving will no longer be on my list of things to do. Nor will motor biking. but kitties sleeping on my feet is on the plus list. Right on Luci Blu.

And my dear friend has returned to Phoenix. A delight she is and a grounding factor in my crazy head. As soon as my meds arrive in the mail, I'm heading south for few days. I have an appointment with my social worker. he has some ideas about reeducating me as my Doctor has hairdresser on my list of no mores. Also am going to let him talk to the credit card people. After a year of existing on them I'm a bit in the rears. can't have that at 55.

and then , I am so sad about Benazir Bhuttos Assassination. Karma, sometimes, just seems more like a heavy handed rotton drunk pervert, then a way of life. Maybe today, I best remember, earth has know sorrow that heaven can not heal. And leave it at that.

6 comments:

My Other Blog said...

Happy New Year to you.

asha said...

I hope photography stays at the top of your "to do" list. Keep trudgin the happy road.

Mary P Jones (MPJ) said...

How I wish sometimes we could live the good stuff without the bad. Love to you, MsB.

msb said...

Thanks for thinking of me. I do feel better today.

Don said...

Tho' they appear worlds apart, my life feels to me more like yours sounds. Maybe it's an outlook thing in my case. For yours, keep on truckin', and I hope the new year is better in every way.

jb said...

Cold ears aint cool... enjoy your journey...

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